Monday, January 9, 2012

If you REALLY knew me...

If you really knew me you would know that I am very depressed. If you really knew me you would know that my dad passed away when I was two. So my mom has been raising me as a single parent since then.

If you really cared enough to know anything about me, it would be that I have many, many regrets. Therefore my decisions are based upon those regrets. If you really knew me you would know I have taken care of my mom for the last seven years. I have grown up way too fast.. I feel like I am 25 inside.

If you really knew me... Well, you'd know I'm not that smart in school. I try to maintain any good grade I can. I am not any sort of well known in my school. I feel like a ghost walking down the halls. I keep to myself and no one seems to mind. It kind of makes me, sad...

If you really knew me you would understand how compassionate, kind, and caring I am. I am a pleaser. I take care of people. I make people happy before myself.. I don't mind it.

If you really knew me you would know that I have fallen in love before, until he broke my heart. <3
If you really knew me you could see what makes me tick,  what makes me happy, then you could make me happy. Don't feel sad for me. I'm sure I will be just fine :)

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